





hate is the feeling the you impose upon
my heart a effortless stab wound that
continuesly spreads apart the feeling
that molds who i am a lonley footprint
left soley in the cold, damp sand your
breath that spoke words so untrue yet
in my soul i once believed in you now
i see what is real and what is not all
the hurt you bestoyed upon me i can
only wish upon you total distrought
the way you can go through your life
passive and without care to treat me
like you have how could you dare? Those
that feel pain also produce and it will
all in the end come back to you in the
darkness you will stand and alone will
be your fate without love or a friend!
an endless circle of indignity
no one caring only people in
complete agony and despair
the fake smiles painted on
there faces hurrying their
way to get to so many places
no where really to end their
trails reality hits them and
once agian they've failed the
truth so brutal and blique like
clowns their grins spred from
cheek to cheek yet behind all
the glimmer and laughes lies
the pain of life's cruel acts
this endless circle of human
race is nothing but a reckless discrace
so the circle continues on till
the day when the worlds fake smiles are gone
For my beloved grandmother god rest her soul
The many pieces of you that bless my
heart beautiful images create themselfs in
the reconigition on your love your memory
placid in my soul never to part all the
goodness that reminds me of you how much of
the world you have impacted and made anew
a beautifull butterfly spreading it's
wings the sounds of the chattering river
trickiling over the mossey rocks in spring
the smell of lilac's reaching for your nose
the gental raindrops that pitter patter
dancing in the sky with the clouds atow
the softness of a rose petal against my skin
your voice i can still hear calling me from
within all these wonders of majestic
imprints of the fantasys you have made for
us all and in these mystical creations never
will i forget you i'm blessed to have had
you my loving and generous grandma!
For my mother:
a songbird that sings the shiny glow
that reflects from a golden ring the
warmth of the sun the dances on my
cheek the crisp clean breeze that
weaves in and out of the autum tree's
the leaves as they rustle and the crickets
and they sing the fresh smell of blooming
flowers in the begining of the spring
you are the moon's light on the darkest
of nights the taste of ripe wine just
picked from the vine without you i would
be lost my world would cave in and my
heart i would not find my strings that
keep me together would fall apart life
as i know it would be tossed everyday
as the sun rises and sets i thank god
that you are my mom and believe with
my very soul that you were heaven sent!
I loved you with all my heart and
never did i think we would ever part
you were the air that i breathed you
were the ground beneath my feet the sun
that shone down on my face and with
your beauty i could see the image of
grace looking into the mirrior my
reflection becoming yours i watch in
solitude as my tears begin to pour i
wonder what i did wrong and why you
are gone i thought i was your angel
your little girl with big green eyes
and blonde bouncing curls but i come
to realize that you don't want me
anymore so i travel on and keep you
behind closed doors a memory that once
was so sweet now only sends tears
trickiling down my cheek my father you
once were but now i dont even know who
you are anymore.
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The Greensboro skyline on a clear morning compared with Friday morning as smoke from the wildfire passes over the Triad.
RALEIGH (AP) — The National Weather Service has issued a dense smoke advisory for central North Carolina counties and is warning that air may be hazardous because of the smoke from a wildfire.
The forecasters said smoke is likely to remain through much of Friday morning because low-level winds bringing smoke from the fire that has burned about 40,000 acres in Hyde, Tyrrell and Washington counties.
Forecasters also said smoke from the fire would be visible in parts of central Virginia from Danville to Lynchburg.
The weather service also said drivers should beware because of reduced visibility.
Firefighters hope visibility will improve so they burn out land and prevent a massive wildfire in eastern North Carolina from jumping a highway and moving more toward residential areas.
Fire spokesman Dean McAlister said poor visibility prevented firefighters from conducting the burnout as planned Thursday. Good visibility is necessary so that helicopters can provide support to ground crews.
Visibility was just a half mile on the ground early Friday, not enough for the helicopters to fly.
Firefighters hope to use N.C. 94 — a north-south road that runs east of the refuge — and nearby rural roads as control lines, since they can't get bulldozers and other equipment into the swamps where the fire is burning.
The state also issued a Code Orange for Fayetteville and the Greensboro, High Point and Winston-Salem area on Thursday and Friday.
That warning suggests people with heart and respiratory ailments should avoid moderate outdoor exercise.