AND MY RED NOSE..............................

You Are Rudolph

Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy. Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you!

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

I'M A CHRISTMAS ANGEL

You Are an Angel

A truly giving soul, you understand the spirit of Christmas.

What Christmas Ornament Are You?

OH HOW I WISH IT WOULD SNOW FOR CHRISTMAS I SO NEED THE SPIRIT

MERRY CHRISTMAS........OOOOOOOOOO HOW I WISH IT WAS A WHITE ONE FULL OF SNOW FALLING BY NIGHT WITH THE LIGHTS GLOWING FROM INSIDE THE WINDOWS WARM AND COZY WITH THE SMELL OF BURNING WOOD LINGERING IN THE AIR.......HOW SMALL THINGS MAKE THE HOLIDAY FULL OF CHEER AND WHAT I WOULD DO TO DANCE IN THE SNOW AND DRINK HOT COCO AS THE FLAKE SWIRLED AND BLANKETED THE GROUND BELOW..................WELL AT LEAST THE IS THE 25 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS ON THE FAMILY CHANNEL I GUESS....LOL......

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE......I KNOW I AM A LIL BIT SCROOGE THIS YEAR BUT IT JUST DOESNT FEEL LIKE THE HOLIDAYS TO ME WITH THE SAME OLD SAME OLD AND WORK AND BEING SICK..........BUT.........I WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A MERRY CHRISTMAS SINCE MOST EVERYONE WONT BEEN IN ON MONDAY LORD KNOWS I WILL BE AT WORK MONDAY MORNING LOL.......HI HO HI HO EVERY DAY OFF TO WORK I GO.........BUT I HOPE YOUR HOLIDAY IS BLESSED WITH CHEER AND SMILES AND DONT FORGET THE REAL MEANING BEHIND IT...THATS WHAT I TRY TO DO WHEN I GET SO DOWN AND OUT AROUND THE HOLIDAYS......REMBER THE TRUTH AND WHAT IT'S REALLY ALL ABOUT......GOD BLESS

FEELING SO SAD

I AM FEELING SO DONE AND SAD.........AND UNLOVED....EVER HAD TIMES WHEN EVERYTHING FELT WRONG AND YOU FELT LIKE NOTHING WAS AS IT SHOULD BE AND THAT NO ONE CARED........I'M HAVING ONE OF THOSE WEEKS! WITH THE FEELINGS THAT IT REALLY DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR HERE OR THERE BECAUSE IT WOULDENT MATTER TO ANYONE.......TISK TISK............

WORK IS MAKING ME CRAZY

ONE MORE PHONE CALL ASKING STUPIED QUESTION THAT DONT MAKE ANY SENSE I SWEAR!!!!! SHOOT KINDA WISH THAT WAS ME ABOUT NOW COULD LIVE PEACFULLY IN A BOX SOMEWHERE FREE OF STRESS AND PHONE CALLS!!!! YEP I AM GOING CRAZY EVERYONE WANTS SOMETHING FROM ME AND I FEEL LIKE AN OCTOPUS!!! TAKING A MIN TO FILL THIS OUT AND RELEASE LMAO.........THEN GO BACK TO THE INSANE ISYLUM WHERE I WORK FOR 9 1/2 HRS EVERYDAY THEN GO HOME TO MY CRAZY ANIMALS AND MESS MAKERS.......THE HOLIDAY SEASON IS KILLING ME I WAIT TILL THE LAST MIN EVERY YEAR AND ONCE AGIAN WORK AND CHRISTMAS AND CLEANING AND TRAVELING ARE ALL CATCHING UP WITH ME......AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

my grandmother and my heritage with the seneca indians

An example of what the kachina dolls looked like that my grandmother used to make and well as story teller dolls...................... seneca nation of indians.......the wolf clan

Member of the wolf clan, the seneca reservation being in salamanca new york.




"We are the spirits as we speak are own songs and walk are own trails, fear not the road that seems to have no end for the journey is a lesson on the earth and you are only a grain of sand"-cheryl









Cant wait to actually visit the reservation one day, my grandmother was born there and was living there for a long time. Her father was married to her mother whom was born on the reservation. However when her mother passed away her father took her and she was forced to leave. She spent her childhood growing up hiding from the law as her father was a bootlegger. Finally she moved in wit her aunt and lived a small life kinda like that of cinderella. As fairytales are always told though is true because it made my grandmother an amazing person who till this day owns a piece of my heart that will always beat just for her and her stories and memories of the seneca idians and there ways i will cheerish with her.

MY SISTER

THE LOVE OF STEP SISTERS............YEP HERE WE ARE DUMB AND DUMBER....CRAZY AND CRAZIER.....BUT ALL IN SISTERLY LOVE!! THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE A LITTLE SOMETHING ABOUT MY STEP SISTER HEATHER......I LOVE YOU GIRL LIKE A SISTER I NEVER HAD THROUGH ALL OUR TIMES TOGETHER HAPPY AND SAD I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU AS I KNOW YOU WILL FOR ME IT'S A BLESSING YOU ARE IN MY LIFE AND MY SISTER YOU SHALL ALWAYS BE.........HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE MY CRAZY UGLY PHOTOS LOL......LIFES NOT ALL ABOUT STRIGHT BEAUTY BUT BEING WHO YOU ARE AND BEING PROUD OF IT!

RUM RUNNERS FOR THE HOLIDAY BLUES SHOW

HERE ARE SOME PICTURES FROM LAST FRIDAY NIGHT AT RUM RUNNERS IN GREENSBORO OF THE HOLIDAY BLUES FESTIVAL. THEY ARE PRETTY DARK AND NOT SO WELL BUT THEY DO...LOL.........THEY PLAYED SOME GREAT MUSIC VERY TALENTED ONLY WISH I COULD HAVE GOTTEN UP THERE TO SING.....WAS KILLING ME INSIDE!!

My christmas tree

So in the process this weekend of trying to get my christmas tree with the help of josh and heather lol....we found the perfect tree at my moms house in browns summit took a lil while to get down but with the help of us lumberjacks...lmao...we eventually got the sucker down and in the back of the truck so after getting it up and lights up here is the finished christmas tree....gives a whole nother meaning to charlie brown...;)

The greensboro christmas perade last weekend

Riding in the 2007 greensboro christmas perade for scooternerds. It started out awfully cold that morning but began to warm up as the day went on. There were about 10 of us in the perade. Josh rode on the back of my scooter a lil down elm st.....lil 50cc coulden't handle us lol. It was fun though i think everyone had a great time even though we lost each other on several ocassions and forrest lost his helmet lol.

My first blog......gee i hope i do this right..lol

So i recieve this email from josh's beautiful mother "blondie" as we all know her with her wonderful story on the kitty joy or jj and the sweet pic's of the lil girlie and josh. Now i am going to check this blogging thingie out..;) getting closer to christmas and i havent finished my shopping as of yet. Put the tree up at the shop big red tree looks like it would be cliffords tree.......lol........anyways going to get my tree tonight hoping josh will help not quite sure as to where i am putting it. Tomarrow i am helping my mom set hers up.....was thinking man should go into tree buisness lol......then heading to the christmas blues festival tomarrow night with josh and the family will be sure to take plenty of pictures and post them. As for now i will post a pic of the big RED tree........all laughes welcome but for what i had to work with i think i did a pleasing job.