Monday, June 30, 2008

MORE PIC'S FROM FRIDAY NIGHT AT SUPER JAMS






SUPER JAMS CONCERT





FRIDAY NIGHT WAS FUN IT WAS SUPER JAMS......ME AND KASSIE HOLLY AND POLO WENT.....GOT TO PARK FREE IN CARYLE SEATING!! TOOK US 20 MINS TO FIND OUR CAR AFTER THE CONCERT LMAO!! HA HA....SEEN ALOT IN ONE NIGHT...A LITTLE MORE IN SOME CASES THEN I EVER WANTED TO SEE LOL LIKE LADIES WEARING SHIRTS FOR DRESSES AND THE SHOWING WHAT THEY GOT TO EVERYBODY LOL....LIKE I SAID A LITTLE TO MUCH LOL....BUT IT WAS A NIGHT TO REMBER THATS FOR SURE HERE ARE SOME PIC'S FROM THE CONCERT BEFORE AND DURING!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

HATE THAT YOU MADE

hate is the feeling the you impose upon
my heart a effortless stab wound that
continuesly spreads apart the feeling
that molds who i am a lonley footprint
left soley in the cold, damp sand your
breath that spoke words so untrue yet
in my soul i once believed in you now
i see what is real and what is not all
the hurt you bestoyed upon me i can
only wish upon you total distrought
the way you can go through your life
passive and without care to treat me
like you have how could you dare? Those
that feel pain also produce and it will
all in the end come back to you in the
darkness you will stand and alone will
be your fate without love or a friend!

Cheryl Lynn Shillingburg

IDGINITY IN GENERAL

an endless circle of indignity
no one caring only people in
complete agony and despair
the fake smiles painted on
there faces hurrying their
way to get to so many places
no where really to end their
trails reality hits them and
once agian they've failed the
truth so brutal and blique like
clowns their grins spred from
cheek to cheek yet behind all
the glimmer and laughes lies
the pain of life's cruel acts
this endless circle of human
race is nothing but a reckless discrace
so the circle continues on till
the day when the worlds fake smiles are gone

Cheryl Lynn Shillingburg

IN DEDICATION TO MY BELOVED GRANMOTHER

For my beloved grandmother god rest her soul
The many pieces of you that bless my
heart beautiful images create themselfs in
the reconigition on your love your memory
placid in my soul never to part all the
goodness that reminds me of you how much of
the world you have impacted and made anew
a beautifull butterfly spreading it's
wings the sounds of the chattering river
trickiling over the mossey rocks in spring
the smell of lilac's reaching for your nose
the gental raindrops that pitter patter
dancing in the sky with the clouds atow
the softness of a rose petal against my skin
your voice i can still hear calling me from
within all these wonders of majestic
imprints of the fantasys you have made for
us all and in these mystical creations never
will i forget you i'm blessed to have had
you my loving and generous grandma!

Cheryl Lynn Shillingburg

MY MOTHER

For my mother:
a songbird that sings the shiny glow
that reflects from a golden ring the
warmth of the sun the dances on my
cheek the crisp clean breeze that
weaves in and out of the autum tree's
the leaves as they rustle and the crickets
and they sing the fresh smell of blooming
flowers in the begining of the spring
you are the moon's light on the darkest
of nights the taste of ripe wine just
picked from the vine without you i would
be lost my world would cave in and my
heart i would not find my strings that
keep me together would fall apart life
as i know it would be tossed everyday
as the sun rises and sets i thank god
that you are my mom and believe with
my very soul that you were heaven sent!

Cheryl Lynn Shillingburg

MY FATHER

I loved you with all my heart and
never did i think we would ever part
you were the air that i breathed you
were the ground beneath my feet the sun
that shone down on my face and with
your beauty i could see the image of
grace looking into the mirrior my
reflection becoming yours i watch in
solitude as my tears begin to pour i
wonder what i did wrong and why you
are gone i thought i was your angel
your little girl with big green eyes
and blonde bouncing curls but i come
to realize that you don't want me
anymore so i travel on and keep you
behind closed doors a memory that once
was so sweet now only sends tears
trickiling down my cheek my father you
once were but now i dont even know who
you are anymore.

Cheryl Lynn Shillingburg

OUT TO DINNER ON A FRI NIGHT!!







OUT TO DINNER FRIDAY NIGHT ME AND KASSIE AND JOHN, MOM AND ADAM AND HIS GIRL FRIEND....CHINESE BUFFETT BABY!! OHHH YEAHHH!!!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

WHAT PUZZLE DOES LIFE SOLVE

SHARDS OF MY BROKEN HEART LAY SCATTERED AMOGNST THE DARKNESS THAT IS NIGHT. ENDLESSLY I SEARCH FOR WHAT I KNOW ONLY TO FIND NOTHING THAT IS REAL AND IN MY SIGHT. IN CIRCLES THE LIES SEEM THE WEAVE THERE WAYS PAST MY STEEL GAURD THAT I HAVE BUILT FOR MYSELF IN THIS REGIMENT OF A FORTRESS, THAT I HAVE ENTRUSTED TO MY SOUL, FINDING SALVATION FROM WITHIN BEING MY DESPERATE GOAL. SO FAR AWAY IT SEEMS THE END MUST BE YET SO CLOSE IN MY HEART I FEEL IT'S SHEATH. WANTING TO BE SO CLOSE YET NOT FEELING THE TOUCH OPENING MY SELF WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW THAT MUCH. SO STRANGE IS THIS THAT I HAVE NEVER FELT BROKEN YET REBORN INSIDE MYSELF. HOW I WANT TO BE IN YOUR ARMS YET SOMEHOW I SHELTER MOST ALL OF MY THOUGHTS NEVER SHOULD THEY EXSCAPE THE LIPS OFF MY SKIN, OR HURT WILL MY HEART BE IN THE VERY END. YET WILL I EVER KNOW WHY I FEEL THIS WAY PICKING UP THE PIECES OF MY SHATTERED HEART IN DISMAY YET PUTTING THEM BACK TOGETHER I SEE A PICTURE FORM COULD IT BE OF YOU AND ME FOREVER MORE?

BY:CHERYL LYNN SHILLINGBURG

THE LIGHT OF MY KNIGHT

AS DREAMS PASS ME BY I REACH MY HANDS TOWARD THE UNFORGIVING SKY TO CATCH MY RAINBOW THAT SEEMS TO UNEXSPECTANTLY CEASE, MY WIDOWED TEARS BEGIN TO FALL SLOWLY DRIPPING DOWN MY CHEEKS. HAVE I LOST THE FLAME THAT WARMS MY HEART THE RAGGING SEA'S IN WHICH THE WAVES CARRY FORTH MY ACHING HEART. AS THE SUN SETS BEHIND THE PAINTED SKY I SIT ALONE AND WONDER WHY, ON ONE LONELY STAR STRANDED HIGH ABOVE WHERE THE FEILDS GROW GREEN AND THE SUN SHINES BRIGHTLY ON THE ETCHED PATH BELOW ESCORTING MY SOUL FORWARD UNTO THE ONE WHO IS CHOOSEN TO LOVE ME AS WHOLE. WILL THIS HIDDEN PATH EVER EMERGE FOR MY HEART HAS FALLEN UPON THE BLACKNESS OF LIFE'S WEARY HOLES. OUT OF THE LIGHT DO I SEE A FACE I'M NOT SURE IF IT'S MY SAVING GRACE BUT MAYBE SOON I WILL KNOW WHAT IT MIGHT BE AND IF MY KNIGHT WILL SOON COME RESCUE ME.

BY: CHERYL LYNN SHILLINGBURG

Thursday, June 19, 2008

SCOOTER RALLY 08











RIDING SCOOTER AT THE BIG STEAK AND SHAKE SCOOTER RALLY WENSDAY NIGHT..........SOME GUY AT THE RESTURANTE CALLED US HELLS ANGELS ON SCOOTER..;) LMAO YOU KNOW IT THATS US!!!!JOHN SAID YEP WATCH US DRINK A BUNCH OF SODA AND WE'LL GET ROWDY!....WAS FUN WE ATE AND RODE AROUND TILL ABOUT 10PM GO SCOOTERNERDS!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

the house i grew up in





I went to visit where i grew up recently the old nokesville house in va......cried a little it was hard to see the place agian......i took some pic's......here they are...

pic's of me




here is some pic's of me.....

me and my stepsister holly





Lots of love to my girl hollywood!!!...dont get to see you that often but here's your space on my page!...

me and some of the family





Me and some of my family....my mom and my stepdad john, heather and my lil niece stormi.....xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

me jess and heather



me and my soon to be sister-in-law jessika and my step sister heather at jessikas place in amesville va.......we were visiting for paul's wedding

Monday, June 16, 2008

MY FRIEND

5,634,749 candles have been lit from 242 countries, including 11,657 candles in last 2 days.

Someone you know lit a candle on this website. This candle's light shone for 48 hours, to bring hope and uplift. Here is the message that went with the candle:

GMM

This candle is dedicated for Shadow dearest friend to Cheryl for many years...
— Ginger from Independence, OH, United States

Click here to view other candles or light your own

Friday, June 13, 2008


YOU CANT EVEN BREATH OUTSIDE

Dense smoke advisory issued again in central N.C.

By MARTHA WAGGONER
Associated Press Writer
Friday, Jun. 13, 2008 7:37 am
The Greensboro skyline on a clear morning compared with Friday morning as smoke from the wildfire passes over the Triad.
Credit: Mike Fuchs/News & Record

The Greensboro skyline on a clear morning compared with Friday morning as smoke from the wildfire passes over the Triad.

Related Links

RALEIGH (AP) — The National Weather Service has issued a dense smoke advisory for central North Carolina counties and is warning that air may be hazardous because of the smoke from a wildfire.

The forecasters said smoke is likely to remain through much of Friday morning because low-level winds bringing smoke from the fire that has burned about 40,000 acres in Hyde, Tyrrell and Washington counties.

Forecasters also said smoke from the fire would be visible in parts of central Virginia from Danville to Lynchburg.

The weather service also said drivers should beware because of reduced visibility.

Firefighters hope visibility will improve so they burn out land and prevent a massive wildfire in eastern North Carolina from jumping a highway and moving more toward residential areas.

Fire spokesman Dean McAlister said poor visibility prevented firefighters from conducting the burnout as planned Thursday. Good visibility is necessary so that helicopters can provide support to ground crews.

Visibility was just a half mile on the ground early Friday, not enough for the helicopters to fly.

Firefighters hope to use N.C. 94 — a north-south road that runs east of the refuge — and nearby rural roads as control lines, since they can't get bulldozers and other equipment into the swamps where the fire is burning.

The state also issued a Code Orange for Fayetteville and the Greensboro, High Point and Winston-Salem area on Thursday and Friday.

That warning suggests people with heart and respiratory ailments should avoid moderate outdoor exercise.

IN DEDICATION TO SHADOW MY CAT MY FRIEND.......

YOU STILL LAY BESIDE ME IN THE NIGHT YOUR FLUFFY TAIL STILL WRAPS AROUND ME TIGHT I STILL HEAR YOUR PURR IN MY EARS YOUR BEAUTIFUL GREEN EYES STARING AT ME WITH LOVE SO GENUINE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND WITHIN ME YOU WILL STAY AND NEVER PART MY MEMORIES OF YOU I CHERISH EVERYDAY AND THE TEARS I CRY SIMPLY FALL TO SAY YOUR MY ANGEL AND MY BEST FRIEND AND I WILL BE LOOKING FOR YOU IN HEAVEN MY GIRL WAITING FOR YOUR WET NOSE KISSIES MY HAND WILL BE WAITING TO TOUCH YOUR SWEET FACE. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU YOUR PART OF MY SOUL AND WITH ME YOU WILL ALWAYS GO I WILL LIVE FOR YOU MY SWEET GIRL . I LOVE YOU SHADOW LOVE ALWAYS YOUR MOM.